urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cyber_pete cyber_pete cyber_pete 2007-11-12T14:56:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cyber_pete:1441 2007-11-12T14:56:27Z 2007-11-12T14:56:27Z <div class='appwidget appwidget-qotd' id='LJWidget_14'> <table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"><tr><td><div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'><p>Boo! How did you celebrate Halloween?</p><p style='font-size: 0.8em;'></p><br /><p><input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=65'" /> <a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=65">View 500 Answers</a></p></div></td></tr></table></div><!-- end .appwidget-qotd --> <br />mine went good it was a bit quite at fast went to a pub in town and it got better over the night lots off fun urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cyber_pete:1277 2007-11-12T14:05:33Z 2007-11-12T14:05:33Z i found this on my computer the other day and i was like fuck me i have changed he he he <br /><br /><br />whle its all for the good anyway <br /><a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/cyber_pete/pic/00001ahc/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/cyber_pete/pic/00001ahc" width="170" height="136" border="0" /></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cyber_pete:611 2007-11-10T20:36:25Z 2007-11-10T20:36:25Z SUICIDE<br />This thought comes almost everyday,<br />We have become close friends as we were one in the same.<br />Then soon enough it will be the end I cry almost every minute<br />So much pain, so much hurt<br />My feelings and memories are like a hurricane.<br />I'm alone, scared during this storm and as the tears run down my face .<br />Seems like there is no way in stopping the intolerable emotions, pain, and frustration that the world puts upon my shoulders.<br />I hear no birds singing their joyful songs or the laughter of young children being able to enjoy life without a care.<br />It just seems like death has been and will be around me anyway.<br />So no matter what you try say,<br />Suicide is the only way out for me.<br />It's been way to long since someone has held me tight and said that they love me and that they need me.<br />It's been to long since I have had someone to protect me,<br />But you have never been able to see<br />In reality what has been happening inside of me.<br />You may ask and look concerned wanting to know why I cry,<br />But do you really want to that I wish for me to die?<br />Can you handle the truth,<br />Can you handle the pain I have felt and dealt with by myself for many years?<br />When I see myself in the mirror,<br />I can't see the joy I once felt.<br />That joy has been taken away since I can remember<br />I just turn my head as quick as possible for I do not want see what I'm actually trying to hide.<br />Suicide?<br />The quickest way to solve my problems once I'm gone<br />But will they really be solved or will they become a burden to those I still love but don't love me?<br />Time is the only one who can really tell us.<br />In the end will you miss me after I have cried my last tears?